Grief is a difficult concept to define. On one hand, it’s simple: there was something you love deeply, and now it’s gone. But that’s just what happens . Grief is what happens after a loss. But what does it feel like? What is it like to live it? I’ve heard it described in many ways, explained through metaphors and analogies, though none of them seems to land perfectly for me. So here’s my attempt: grief is an ever-shifting entity made of mist. It can be dark, enveloping, suffo

Thank you to everyone who came to Jeremy’s service today. If you were unable to make it, I feel your heart as well and appreciate you....

So, if you know about this blog, chances are you already know what I’m about to tell you. If you haven’t heard, I’m sorry to bring you...

Let’s start with the inevitable. The inescapable. As soon as we start making connections, the chance of that connection being severed at...

So I have now done 2 rounds of chemotherapy and multiple rounds of Amivantamab. My back pain disappeared within days of the chemotherapy,...

So I was able to get into the clinical study that my doctor was really wanting me to join. I barely made the cutoff before it was...

So about a month ago, I switched to a full carnivore diet. I also stopped taking all my supplements just in case they were affecting my...

So I’ve been on the targeted therapy for about a year now and it worked extremely well with virtually no side effects. The cancer cells...

I said early on that my GKI score was very important, as shown in medical studies. My aim was always to get my score down to 1 or below....

Hi everyone. No news is good news. That is sort of what I have been believing as it relates to this blog. There hasn't been much to...

It has been a while. These past couple of months have been difficult, mostly due to work, travel, physical pain (I'll get into that...

Hi everyone. It has been a while since I've written anything here. Things have been going great. I even went on vacation for 10 days in...

Well, this post is a little late because I simply got busy with work and life stuff. I will make it short. I wanted to fill everyone in...

So I had a CT scan this past Monday and I had hoped the results would be uploaded to the online portal I use to see my labs, but that...

I met with both my pulmonologist and a new Naturopathic Oncologist yesterday. All went well. My first appointment was with my...

I’ve been asked by many which supplements I’m taking and others have suggested some. I figured it was time to do a post about what I’m...

I had my first follow-up appointment with my oncologist. They do a blood draw before every appointment. The actual appointment was rather...

I have heard from many of you and your interest in my diet. Some of you have told me about your own experiences with ketogenic or similar...

One of the positives of my particular cancer is that it can be treated without surgery, radiation, or chemo. I am now taking a targeted...